Map of the Soul: PERSONA

I always plan to write about BTS when they drop an album, but time has passed so much and I’m really terrible at time management, but I missed writing and this is at the top of my list, so despite the doubts, I’ll be pushing through because I need to practice and this is BTS so, let’s start.

map of the soul persona

  1. Intro: Persona

 

As a girl who grew up on rock music, the first thing I noticed are the rock elements in this song. Of course, I am no music expert, nor do I study music, I’m just a music lover, but living with a dad that is in love with rock music of any kind, when they dropped the comeback trailer, I immediately thought, “Is this rock or is it just me?”, and that made me anticipate the upcoming tracks because this is BTS and this is Bighit, I don’t think coincidence exists in their vocabulary.

Like any other BTS rap song that drops, one of the challenges I encounter is chasing the lyrics through the subtitles with the beat. Another challenge is deciphering it because they always write meaningful, layered lyrics. In the process of deciphering it, there are Korean references I don’t understand because I am not Korean and in this case, psychology references I have not studied yet, so may we all take a moment to thank all the Armys out there that decipher them for us, and those that share their theories, I’d be dumber without y’all.

While I was thinking of what to write as my description for this song (which includes watching a handful of reaction videos and reading theories and comments, just so I can fill that empty part of my brain and stifle other questions inside it) I thought that this song is written like a speech. I found it fascinating that despite the previous album being inspiring and uplifting, there is still a question of “who am I?”. Which just shows that the process of getting to know ourselves never ends. Also, despite RM rapping fluidly effortlessly, showing off how good he is in his craft, the message behind it tells a whole different story. BTS really equates to honesty. One of the reasons why I thought it was like a musical form of a speech, is because it’s written in a distinct manner and it’s delivered confidently, also, it goes on and on, nothing feels repeated. The reason why I thought it’s a speech rather than a monologue is that usually in a musical, monologues still have choruses, this one doesn’t, and RM doesn’t make it sound as emotional as a monologue usually would.

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  1. 작은 것들을 위한 시 (Boy with Luv) ft. Halsey

Whatever direction I thought their title song was going to be…it did not go there. And, I’d be lying if I said the music in this song is as complex or as hard-hitting as their other title songs have been, but I love that it was meant to be that way. I think BTS has reached a point where they do not have to prove their artistry, and they do not need to blow our minds to touch our hearts. This song is everything light and fluffy, from the music to the lyrics to the video to their outfits, as an Army I have never felt this much happiness from a song by them which also shows how much emotion they put when they create music. The song just exudes a light, happy vibe that we can only expect from BTS.

The lyrics need no explanation, Armys can identify the main points in a heartbeat. We’ve been on this journey with them for so long, even if you became an Army just yesterday, you’re already a part of it. I love how this is a gift to us that seems so mainstream to others except for us which shows how unique our relationship is with BTS; we’re mutually special to each other.

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  1. Mikrokosmos (소우주)

The intro of the song already sounded like twinkling stars, and as I listened to this it became my favorite song before I’ve even heard the entire album. Mikrokosmos means that we have galaxies inside of us, that we are living stars ourselves and every night, the earth is like the cosmos because when the sky turns black, we come out shining.

And the song musically describes that; I don’t need to read the lyrics to feel that, from the music itself, it’s either lifting me up to the heavens or speeding me on an empty highway. It doesn’t take too long for this song to make me smile, the intro plays and my heart just settles and I forget that this is actually a fast paced song because all I feel is love and warmth and it just radiates to every nook in my body and it reminds me that yeah, I’ll be okay.

Somebody posted on Twitter that this song, lyrically, can be compared to RM’s Moonchild. Moonchild is a song that I identify with, and when I recalled the lyrics of the song (because I can only get the gist and appreciate the music when I play it on my phone), Mikrokosmos sounds like an answer, a reprise of some sort in a much lighter view.

Mikrokosmos

  1. Make It Right

Out of BTS’ entire discography, this song is the first song that directly reminded me of western music because it reminded me too much of Lauv’s Paris In the Rain, and it made me nervous for a split second because they might be slipping away from their roots. (second half of the split second says, “gurl, this is BTS, don’t doubt them”) I don’t know why finding out that Ed Sheeran participated in this song validates the new sound…but it somehow does. There is something non-BTS about this song (for me), and somehow finding out that Ed Sheeran fits in the picture helps me understand it.

Lyric-wise, I trace this back to Love Maze and DNA. To me, Love Maze is an answer to DNA and Make It Right is an answer to Love Maze. There are some lyrics that connect them by similarity and maturity.

To me, almost every love song by BTS is dedicated to Armys and even if it isn’t, that’s the beauty in how they write their lyrics, it is adaptable and relatable for every relationship that we care about. The entire album (starting from the 2nd track to the 6th track according to our leader) is dedicated to Armys, and though we are the only ones who can translate the parts that show that it is dedicated to us, take away that factor, and we can still dedicate these songs to somebody else.

The simplicity of the sound in this song reminds me of the Korean title of Boy with Luv (A Poem for the Small Things), and the lyrics echo that. They talk about how their trophies and golden mics don’t matter to them as much as our presence does. Armys have always been there with BTS from the very beginning, we are their beginning, in the end, after all, they’ve achieved, they always come back to us, we are their…

Make It Right

  1. HOME

The paragraph above already explained what this song means but as I relisten to this and rewatch the lyric videos I notice how they reject their own physical million dollar homes and say that we are their home in a very party like manner. (If that makes sense)

This song is the party song in the album, it’s the song I can envision being played in the clubs with sweaty dancing people grooving to it. Everything about this song is dance-y, and the lyrics say that they’re leaving they’re homes to come home (ARMY); literally, the only time BTS really gets to be with us is when they’re performing live and we’re cheering for them, so it makes sense that all they’re fan songs are sentimental yet groovy; balo geugosi uri Casa.

HOME

  1. Jamais Vu

I love to sing and I love to write which leads to me just focusing mostly on the lyrics and the vocals in a song, which makes this track the ideal track in the entire album because the instruments are tucked in and the voices are fully out, weirdly, that is why I didn’t know what to write about in this track.

Out of all the songs in the album, this one managed to paint a picture more effectively. All the songs keep you moving, this one slows you down. The sudden change of pacing in this track requires some time to recover. In my case, it took ReacttotheK reacting to this (mehe) for me to appreciate it because they dive into the details that I can’t recognize. Out of all the songs though, I think this is the one that will be most entrancing to listen to in 4D.

Jamais Vu

  1. Dionysus

So the rock genre makes it’s return.

To me, this is the Go Go of the album because like Go Go, it took some time for me to understand the message of the song. I remember diving into BTS for the first time, falling in love with the messages, then in comes Go Go with lyrics like YOLO and “spend it like some party” and I just start wondering…what happened? That was my situation here.

(In case your reading this to understand the album, the song is about getting drunk…on art, it’s about how they will just focus on making art.) Like they’re previous creations, I always think the last track is a “pre-intro” to the concept of their next album. If the next one is about Shadow, this track could be a clue on how they will approach that concept. Or at least that’s my theory.

Dionysus


This album exudes love love love. It is one of the most healing pieces of music I have ever heard, and they dropped it at the best possible time: Finals. I usually take my time loving the songs before I decide which to download, but I was in so much need of motivation that I just straight up downloaded the entire thing then rushed to my dorm room to finish a project. The album almost made me dizzy because it was playing so loud at midnight, I had to play it at a respectable volume, but it kept playing, I even fell asleep to it.

I guess the moral of my story is always expect the unexpected with BTS. I thought Love Yourself Tear was already my album, and I thought Answer: Love Myself is already the answer…nope, they can step higher than that, or not, I don’t really know. Just that this album really healed me…again.

boy with luv

Reviewing Tomorrow X Together’s The Dream Chapter: STAR

BTS’ brother group, Tomorrow X Together finally debuted on March 4, I’ve been so curious of the direction they will be taking, and I trust Bighit enough to know that they will create an entirely new, original concept for them.

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Okay, let’s dive in!

  1. Blue Orangeade

Is the perfect opening song!

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T A E H Y U N

An opening song is like an appetizer for the ears preparing us for what we’re about to hear. In this case, since this is only their debut, they’re giving us a variety of flavors with one base: THEM.

Blue Orangeade is the first song they performed on the Debut Showcase and I immediately thought of orange soda when I heard it, it’s sweet and it tickles your throat and I love it. A day after I heard it, I started singing the last part of the chorus repeatedly and found myself adding in the same “ooohhh” sound in Bruno Mars’ 24 Karat, and I thought, maybe the song has funk elements in it, because my dad always says that Bruno Mars’ music has funk elements in it, which made me like it more. (I’m a hyung line stan, and I always found myself rapping with Yeonjun even though I don’t know either 2pac and Biggie Biggie)

The lyrics tickle me as well. It’s less poetry but it oozes wordplay (which is also a cute element when messing with poetry, what the hell am I trying to prove). It kinda reminds me of BTS’ I Like It and Coffee, which plays with metaphors of social media (the like button) and coffee to describe a broken relationship (they’re cute songs, listen to them). This one toys with complimentary colors to describe the uniqueness of their relationship, how they’re of opposite personalities, they like different things, and yet they work. (Like blue and orange) A particular lyric that I’ve been obsessing with just, well I’m obsessed with it:

“-1 + (+1), I can stay young (0) cuz of youUuUu”

** The Korean word for 0 is pronounced as “yong”

  1. Crown

Is fit for a title song.

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H U E N I N G K A I

So, it’s bubblegum pop-y, and it’s so rare for me to like bubblegum pop, but with them I expected it and if you listen to it enough, it grows on you. (well me, it grew on me)

I find it cool the layers of harmonies they added in their music; during their first win, in their encore performance, that was the first time I heard the track without them singing and I was struck with how simple it sounded (to me, if you know what I mean) and I just thought that this track, was really designed to be THE title track, they deprived us of their voices in the teasers and here it’s all out there. Like, high notes and all. Also, I love Bighit’s drops, it always sounds unique and original.

The lyrics though! Before writing the final review, I have a long list of my exact thought process while listening and reading the lyrics, and it is with this song that I found so many complex messages.

Paired with the bubblegum pop sound, the lyrics are like a fairytale description of growing up. Using the headache and the rising of horns to realize that “oh, I’m changing”; it is in this stage isn’t it? That we do our best to fit in, even though we are all different? In a way, it’s about being acquainted with reality, when you’re different everybody tries to tear you down, afraid to face their own uniqueness, and we start wondering if there is something wrong with us, “Is there light? Even for the devils?”

I understand why some would assume that it’s a love song, and in a way, it is. But to me, I’d dedicate it to the people I’ve met that has accepted me and helped me accept myself. Wings and horns are different things, yet they became friends despite this. I think this song is supposed to showcase TXT’s message. BTS’ first song already shows how they want to be a representative of the youth, outwardly accusing us of not following our dreams, of not even trying to know our dreams. TXT comes in with the message that although we are different, we will walk towards tomorrow together. That’s why I thought of my friends, how we have different dreams, different fandoms, and how far away we are from each other, yet, we are holding hands every step of the way, towards tomorrow together.

I’m soft.

  1. Our Summer

Is the song that “compliments their voices so well”.

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S O O B I N

Soobin ain’t lying.

The lyrics: IMAGERY (that’s it)

It’s just so pretty—I can’t even.

“Reality loses strength, even the earth is breathing, and the moment becomes eternal.”

  1. Cat and Dog

“IS THAT SONG.”

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Y E O N J U N

Or so the majority of the fans say. I’m sorry, I’m not a fan of hip hop. I mean it’s a bop, but it didn’t bop me enough.

I like the light (piano chords?) in the chorus though. Also, TAEHYUN’S VOICE and YEONJUN’S GROWL. Also, whenever I do have to listen to it (like for this post) I always jam to the “biwo nae jali” part.

If BTS has Boy In Luv, TXT has Cat and Dog. Lyric-wise, it has the same message and the same feel. I do want to know why he feels like Cinderella though. (also, I might have read too many hybrid fanfics)

  1. Nap of a Star

Is my favorite song.

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B E O M G Y U

This song is the pinnacle of their harmonies in the album. It really shows that, yes, they can ALL sing.

If star showers were as light as feathers, this is what they’d sound like. In the audio, the harmonies are played as a whisper, it’s like a lullaby, I can’t stop imagining being in nature at night, their voices sound like the wind singing lullabies in my ear.

(I have a lot more to say about this, because I love this, but they’re not coherent or understandable because I love this, love is assdjhjfgif)

I don’t want to think that this is about a breakup, but it’s almost obvious that it could be. It could still be something else like a loved one that has passed away, a long-distance relationship, a memory. It’s sad yet calming, like Spring Day it has hope in it. I can’t highlight just one line of lyrics because the entire thing seams weaved into each other.


I know that I made a lot of comparisons to BTS but it’s because I don’t know how to describe how I think of it other than give it an example. It is so satisfying to confirm that they will be their own artists and not an attempt to match with BTS. I love how the album doesn’t tell a story, rather it showcases them and what they can give because they are all so talented. Even if they gave a much lighter sound and concept, they still blew minds and they deserved to be seen as their own. With that much talent, their growth will hopefully be prosperous. I’m looking forward to everything!

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Tomorrow X Together, TXT, FIGHTING!!!

edit: I just noticed it now, (after watching them in After School Club) the whole album revolves around the concept of their name. Tomorrow X Together’s name means that although we are different, we run towards tomorrow together in one dream (that’s just at the top of my head). That’s why all of their songs seems to be dedicated to another person or people, and they all seem to treasure and long for them. (“my heart is in mayhem”, it just made it more beautiful, and I’m dumb for not noticing it)

Sleeping at Last: “Atlas: Darkness”

  1. Overture – an introduction to something more substantial

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“The mind was made

to illuminate the heart.”

 

 

 

 

architecture


“Even after everything we’ve seen

We’ve barely caught a glimpse of what it means

In the architecture of the soul

architecture 1The universe began with our eyes closed.”

 

 

 

 

 


unrest

“Every living thing

is in this constant state of unrest.”

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2. Woodwork – the wooden parts of a room or building


 “Our world caves in on us

and makes us new.”cave 1cave


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 “All our love came out of the woodwork

All our strength came out of the woodwork

We only know this light

Deep in the woodwork.”

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“It’s a cruel cruel trick

how we find ourselves

when we lose everything else.”


3. I’ll Keep You Safe – “You keep me wild, and I’ll keep you safe.”


 

darkness

“Darkness will be rewritten

into fiction, you’ll see.”


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“Dismiss the invisible invisible

by giving it shape.”


“God knows that mistakes will be made

but I promise you I’ll will keep you safe.”

 

 


4. Bad Blood – ill feeling


“When there is bad blood in us,bad blood

we learned our lesson:

Genesis to the last generation.”


“The whole is greater than the sum of its parts.”


“In beauty there echoes the speck of our source.”

 

 


“We argue our bearingscollapse

until we collapse”


“We study our story arcs-

inherently good,

Or were we broken from the start?”


grass

“Every blade of grass

bears our mark.”


“In the name of being brave,

Though it’s just another word for being afraid.”


 

 


5. Uneven Odds – depicts the uneven/unfair dds of a young child navigating all the confusion, neglect, and darkness that follows when the child loses its parents


forgiveness“Forgiveness is a lesson he cursed you to learn”


“Make sense of God’s love in these fires of hell”


“Maybe your light is a seed

And the darkness dirt

In spite of the uneven odds

Beauty lifts from earth”


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ehem…

Credits to the owners of all those gorgeous pictures and artworks.

Have a nice day! 🙂

 

Reese Lansangan’s Of Sound Mind and Memory

I am a sucker for a good acoustic track, especially when it’s a cover. It is so simple and raw and what makes it good is the emotions brought out to it, because art, after all, is supposed to make you feel something.

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Link to Of Sound Mind and Memory EP on Spotify

I forgot when I first heard Reese Lansangan but I knew where I heard her first. I heard her first from my mom; Reese’s Grammar Nazi song played on the radio and it’s such a great introduction because she appealed to our grammar Nazi hearts (though I am guilty for hardly ever being grammatically incorrect), but so far, that was the only song we heard from her. Until I fell into the Filipino Indie wagon last year and I rediscovered Reese again.

I fall in love a lot, so I decided, when I heard one of the songs in this EP, to find some time to review playlists in between studying, this way, I get to keep my messy, floaty head in check and give it some time to breathe and express itself. So, this is Reese Lansangan’s Of Sound Mind and Memory EP:

  1. Aristophanes

When I first heard this song, I did not notice the auto-tune-like vocals of Reese until I decided to make this review. So, I searched through the comments of her acoustic version video to see other viewers’ reactions, that’s how I knew that it was a vocoder she was using since when performing this live, she has a keyboard in front of her.

After BTS’ Anpanman and Tear, my view on auto-tune has been changed although I don’t want them to use them live (SING!), so in this song, the auto-tune wasn’t initially obvious, it only had a group effect for me, like she’s singing with other people behind her, which gives it a haunting and sweet feel.

I didn’t experience intro tracks until BTS, so to hear this song in Reese’s EP is new to me, but after listening to the album, music-wise and lyric-wise, it was perfect. The lyrics reminded me of Regina Spektor’s way of writing because it questions life in a dreamy poetic way. I love stories that include old people sharing wisdom and in this song:


“’Kid, one day you will grow old,

And find a love worth growing old for’

So, I am just a lonely soul.”


Those lines were sung laced with sentimentality, and I find that beautiful; even if those words have been said more than once, but I love the phrase “lonely soul”. That phrase speaks to me personally and socially. Thinking about how many people out there are lonely souls too and are listening to this song to connect with that part of them, is beautiful.

  1. Machines and Men

So, I just thought of Regina Spektor, Sara Bareilles, and Jason Mraz. (Yes, she’s good, listen to her!!!)

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This is another factor of acoustic music that I like, it is light, which allows me to listen to the lyrics, and if the lyrics are as light, this is easy music. Well, lyric-wise, I don’t think this is easy music. This is where the Regina Spektor factor comes in, because her song On the Radio has lyrics that starts darkly and ends a bit lightly matched with a light happy beat which sort of echoes “sigh, life sucks, how do I work through with this, oh, Purple Rain is playing, it’s too long but it’s good, okay life, let’s do this again”. In this one, we’re described like aging robots and it starts with childhood and ends with death. I feel like, if I ever have to be a substitute teacher in Philosophy, there is bound to be a moment where I can use this song to help them understand a theory or something.

I felt like it is a mixture of Ed Sheeran’s Castle in the Hill and the first part of On the Radio. I love how she just described our bodies creatively as it ages to portray the emotion of emptiness as the person is dying.


“And our bodies were so restless

And our bones used to be kind

And our muscles, they seemed to be so strong

And our limbs were so connected

Neurons coursing through our minds

But our parts are getting in and going wrong

We were younger then

Now decaying machines and men”


  1. For the Fickle

My mom calls my music morose and this song is proof of that because this is my favorite Reese Lansangan song.

For the Fickle – Reese Lansangan MV

The song touches on my tendency to fee lonely a lot. It also touches on the part of me that is afraid of falling in love.


“I made a list of things I love just in case you go

All my love has been about waiting for people to go.”


The list thing shook me because I love listing things.


“Your love’s uncertain won’t you hold it down in chains,

Or won’t you break me now, so I won’t feel the pain.”


At least, I think it is my fear of falling in love that gets to me. I read romance (fluffy/smutty) stories and fanfics when I want a quicker way to pass time (novels take time) so, I spend a lot of my emotion and my missing acting there. So, in one way or another, I have fallen in love, and I have had my heart broken, and as much as what I have read is fiction, we can’t make fiction out of nothing so those stories are partly real, which scares me because of how emotional I get and I’m scared that others can’t handle it. That’s why I love this song.

  1. Wildwood

So…tell me you didn’t think of sunlight in the woods when you heard this song.

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I love the vulnerability brought forth by the acoustic guitar and Reese’s lovely simple voice in this song. I have been thinking about healing a lot, and though I have written about BTS’ new album, I still love Epiphany and I’m still ranting about it every now and then because the music to me depicts the slow process of healing. The guitar here has such a happy note that it does not match with Epiphany, but the voice does. Reese prefers to sing in a simpler manner, she’s not exactly a powerhouse like Jin but we all deserve that kind of singing sometimes. I think that her singing draws all the emotion out because it’s as simple as the lyrics in the song.


“And all I need

Is all that I’ll take

All I need

Is water from the purest lakes

The gentle winds,

A loaf of bread to break

And I know I’m happy now”


I thought of Hufflepuff house the entire time when I listen to this song. It echoed that part of me that prefers a simple life than a grand one, especially since I am not an ambitious person. In a sense, the song is almost like Palette, because she’s listing the things that make up herself and she is saying that these things are all that she needs.


I think this is a side of Reese that I didn’t expect to see. I’ve always connected to her because I feel like I’m listening to myself calming myself when I listen to her music, and this EP is a lot darker than I pegged it to be. It’s a whole journey in the span of 17 minutes, like the span of doubting yourself and convincing yourself that it’s okay can twist around the same minutes. Her music hasn’t changed except for Aristophanes that showed more than an acoustic guitar (but there is an acoustic version on youtube). Over all, I think everything here will go on my calming playlist.

I urge y’all to check her vlog out, it is such an aesthetic.

P.S. All credits of the pictures belong to the original owners, I got them all on Pinterest.

P.S.S. I would like to thank everybody who stops by to read my posts. It means so much to me. Have a nice day and remember to be yourself.